Cry of Soul
I can’t be patient I said You
“I can’t be patient,” - I said You,
Because I am Russian and love You.
You can’t prevent to love and dream.
You couldn’t my soul understand,
Despite you’re smart - You’ve been Dozent.
And You destroyed my heart. My brain.
I can not see You, I can’t stay.
You said: “You are crazy.” That is true.
Because so long I still love You.
My love is fragile, life’s too hot
I can’t be just “forget-me-not”.
You didn’t want to have a child.
That’s why I said: “You are not mine”.
I had to leave you but I could’t
I found forces – I survived!
I live. I am active. That is why
I can’t forget You and forgive -
How were** razed all grounds of my dreams.
Freulein - 1 English talks: Dialogue N99. Petri's Cup, or Buerger Hospital (a brutish Swaebian story, unfinished)
29, September, 2006